I just needed to vent
- anonj97
- Dec 16, 2017
- 1 min read
Its not enough.
None of this is enough anymore.
I'm a kind person and I choose to remain kind and caring. But I'm losing my mind in this house. Its not a happy place and its not my house. Its not anything to me anymore.
How do I stop caring? Because caring is hurting me to much. Loving and trying is hurting me far too much.
Nobody knows who i am and i don't even know who i am anymore. I don't even know what i want. All i know is I'm happy when I'm with him. But who I am gets completely lost when i'm here.
I have no idea.
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