I'll notice the beauty of the stars, hiding behind the clouds
My wrist is painted blood red, the blade that carved the skin is blood red. It drips and dries as if my arm were a literal canvas,...


People only care when it is to late, people only listen when death has silenced us
So my plan was to write about my epiphanys I had a few days ago, and I wrote up a draft of the path my post was going to take, but I...


I'm sorry do you want to me to cut a little deeper, will I be worth your time then? Because beli
I am stuck in a rut, I am un-inspired and starting to become num again. I've lost incredible friends, and have now found myself in a...


Self-harm and laxatives; what twisted fun.
I think people really do underestimate how much self- hatred it takes to actively cut yourself, I have scars on my legs, my wrist, and I...
To love. To inspire. To be loved. To be inspired.
Im feeling inspired, and I've been asked where my inspiration comes from and truth is it comes from every aspect of life. It comes from...


Both a literal and metaphorical car accident
So recently I was in a car accident, nothing major, in fact I did more damage to myself scrambling out of the car and flying in to the...


The wall is high, and its built of bricks. But we have swords and we have sticks. So lets break the
So yesterday was my first councilling session, and I am sorry I never wrote yesterday like I said I would, but frankly I was fed up of...


"It's not going to be easy to get better, but everyday you don't repeat the same cycle
"It's not going to be easy to get better but everyday you don't repeat the same cycle is a day in the right direction" For the sake of...
Fate doesn't control us, but we control fate
First off, let me say a big thankyou to all the people that have been reading my blog and commenting. I have had some really sweet...


Loosing your virginity to coersive rape, and how the boy of your dreams, laughs at it, laughs at you
Love is a crazy thing, its everything and nothing all at once, its hurt and its healing. Its extruciating pain and its the best feeling...