Survival of the fittest
Fear will inevitable encompass us all, consistently throughout our lives, fear won't leave. But as adaptable beings we have evolved to...
Who I am not who am I
I'm 20 now and only on a whim am I writing on here again, after seeing a photo of me when I was 18 with long hair, with my birth name,...
Destined for life
There are lives that are meant to be lived and there are lives that are meant to face every hardship of the world, because without those...
Plain and simple..... i want to die
I needed to talk, without actually talking, expressing my fight to not kill myself. Thats all I want to do. And its so hard not to....
Life and death
People will be both the death and the life of you. Whether they be temporary or beautifully permanent within your life, they will be both...
Finding home
i want to fall in love again, no matter how unrequited or painful, I want to fall in love again. But nobody should ever love, just for...
The taste of numbers
An eating disorder is not simple, and it isn't a choice, it isn't a choice for us to put something in our mouths or not put it in our...
A permanent state of nothingness
At first the depression was in fazes, just un-patterned days of dazes. But now it seems permanent, no matter what my body looks like, no...
He came back
Do you remember me talking about the boy I loved, the boy I loved as if he were the air that I breathed, as if he was the anatomy of...
What is in the wind?
For the first time ever the wind scared me, the rain that pounded at my window scared me. And I've never been scared of the world before,...
